A surefire way to be unhappy is to be jealous of others’ success. That is what i have been unfortunately indulging in recently.
I sorta made resolutions to deal with my unhappiness, but i am just not letting go.
That aside, i cant stop obsessing about those people who just seem intentionally oblivious to my existence. And given the magnitude of the numbers involved, you know how busy i am with this then.
All these aside, i have been accused of being a difficult person yet again. Just because i am different doesnt mean that i am being difficult.
As much as you are tired with all this, so am i. I know the first step in finding peace is learning to love yourself, but seriously, looking at the kind of things i think and do, can you blame me for my self-loathing?
Oh, and everything at work has just started getting suckier. Thanks.