Knowing the whiney-me, arent you surprised that i haven whined about my resolutions in greater detail? Partly, that is cos not whining about resolutions is linked to my resolutions.
I know i am gonna fail miserably whenever i set out on anything. And that is something that was highlighted by that personality profile thing i did. And i am trying to psych myself to learn something from the findings.
I have set a few goals for myself, broad and flexible. They say one should start with the end in mind but i have difficulty doing that cos, being bi-polar, it is difficult for me to settle on such stuff. One moment i want to be a well-loved personality and another i just want to disappear off the face of the earth.
While the goals are broad, there are some obvious simple steps to getting there. Those too, i will not list here but rest assured i have them in writing. Wish me luck in keeping to at least a few of them.
Ok, ok, so i am gonna start whining about my goals/resolutions/aspirations etc.
I want to be a better man.
Yes, i know, that says nothing. And is paraphrased from a movie. Which one?
Ok, it is from Jack Nicholson in As Good As It Gets.
Major themes will be Health and Wealth.
Those are the easy bits. When it comes to how i want my personality / character to shape up, i am still at a total loss.
But, this year, i am giving myself time to figure out stuff for the longer term. Is it cos i think i should really put time and effort to figure out this life-changing moment?
Actually, no. It is cos i was ultra lazy last year end and only got round to doing it this week
But whatever the case, i hope i can get a better idea of what it is i want, be disciplined enough to work on those, rest easy at the end of each day and live this year to be … a better man.
