I hate the fact that i am so dependant on others. Not for favours in general, but cos i just cant keep my bloody mouth shut. I may think i am sharing information / insights … but the obvious fact is i talk too much without saying anything. Anything people really want to know, they will take the trouble to ask if they think i know. I should have learnt something by now from the fact that people don’t ask me anything.
My constant dependance on others for company - esp those who routinely ignore me - is something i need to work on seriously. Yah, i know, i have said this a million times, but nothing’s changed.
Have failed in a few more things recently and just getting more and more depressed and angry. If i could only follow through on some of those never-before-accomplished resolutions …