Sounds like something Harry Potter would say after waving his wand? Well, i certainly need magic to do what i hope to accomplish.
Am trying to distract myself to the max so that i wont be in constant depression over the state of my life. Cause of depression is the usual, so not much to add here, except that my way-too-many anniversary at this sucky job and 2nd anniversary of celibacy do exacerbate things 
(did you get that? 2 YEARS of NO SEX!)
And the distractions?
Am taking night classes.
Am reactivating my driving lessons.
Am going to the gym.
Considering getting a new handphone.
And a new laptop.
And checking out private property which i know very well i can’t afford.
I even started doing work … during office hours.
And i am still not distracted enough out of depression! Argh!